Truly

grateful beyond words.

Lay down your arms

The fight's over, we've won.

You

better chill out with that shit.

Damn

right.

Home -

It is not where you live, it is where they understand you.

22nd.

Day of Redemption

La la la~

La la~

La la la~

Ha~lle~lu~jah~

Ahh~

Ha~lle~lu~jah~

Words

can only do so much.

Fuck myself, seriously.

All of it

granted.

I

am still afraid.

Fatigue

is taking its toll on my mentality.

Home

my destination.

Why

should I be concerned about the people that aren't concerned with me?

When people that actually concern about me are just back at home waiting.

There is

nothing you need to do to deserve happiness.

There are no 'minimal requirements' for you to fulfill before you can claim happiness.

You deserve happiness simply by virtue of having been born.

That's it. Nothing more is required.

Be happy.

Find

me an escape route from all this misery.

Damage levels

exceeding 70%

WHY

THE FUCK IS ALL OF THIS HAPPENING

I'm

miles from where you are

I lay down on the cold ground

I, I pray that something picks me up

And sets me down in your warm arms

Hope

I have it.

With

innocent cries and hatred squeals

The gore of evil seems to satisfy

When slain and maimed and pacified

Watch the footsteps but never follow

If you want to live tomorrow

Steal a soul for a second chance

But you will never become a man

My chosen torture makes me stronger

What

will the future hold

How will I be rewarded

Have I the right to riches

In a world where there are no prizes

And

you're my decision.

My

heart is eternally embraced in the sweetest warmth,

thanks to you.

I

wanna grow old with you,

I wanna die lying in your arms.

You

were always there for me.

You were always waiting.

My future wife

She's everything.

Fucking

damn sure, swear, both ways.

Time

seems to double, triple fold when you're away.

You are my life, period.

Neither

can I, baby.

I'd

be more than happy to let you do so.

As

I drive myself crazy.

There's

no deeper connection than this.

I can feel you, anywhere, anytime

It's so surreal

But it's so true

We are one.

In life

it's important not to bark at the wrong cat

It

does burn.

There's

a difference between "why I love you"

and "why I want to spend my whole life with you".

And the difference between you and other women is that

you're able to plant the answers to the above two questions in me

with utter ease.

Things

do change.

And that includes us

But that don't mean we can't stay as us til eternity.

Sometimes

I feel so alone

I just don't know

Feels like I've been down this road before

So lonely and cold

It's like something takes over me as soon as I go home and close the door

Kinda feels like Déjà Vu

I wanna get away from this place I do

But I can't.

I see

you're ignoring the orbit again

you're letting the sun set again

before dawn even have the chance to break

Sure

why not?

This pool

It's deeper than you think.

You've

really done it.

To even manage to install faith in me.

Unbelievable.

Remember

how we used to never believe in all these magics.

And

who will notice these dried up tears.

Isn't

50 years way too short?

Thus

no, you're not.

Please don't worry.

Your demands

are my natural freewill, and mine are yours.

That's why we rock together =)

Therefore

I dedicate my life to you.

Cold

hands.

This time we're not giving up

Lets make it last forever.

Yet now I'm standing here

My heart's so full, I can't explain

Seeking faith and speaking words

I never thought I'd say

I miss that line

"so where should we go eat tomorrow?"

There's no beat

without you.

Soon

I shall reach towards you

and take your fears away,

all of them.

Cause'

I can't remember ever falling this hard,

It's true

what have we not faced before?

The things I'd give

just to be back there once again.

Even my sanity.

This

is our fight, our story.

As we uprise

to claim our fate.

As long as

We're both in it

Any song would do good.

They will see

We'll fight until eternity

Come with me

We'll stand and fight together

Through our strengths

We'll make a better day tomorrow

We shall never surrender

Things

Seemed hopeless before too.

So lets just keep our spirits up.

If we never begin

To believe, nothing can ever have the chance of happening.

All these songs

Make me wish I was just back there.

How can I leave

When everything that I adore

And everything I'm living for

Is in you

I know that we can make it right

It's gonna take a little time

Lets not leave ourselves with no way out

The more people don't understand

The happier I feel.

Because true love is rarely understood or known.

If I could go back

And make it happen faster.

Don't you know I would baby if I could.

No regrets

I never thought I'd be in love like this.

I never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did.

Everything's so unexpected, so spontaneous.

It's okay, we will get through this, together.

Just

Get back up when it knocks you down.

Life's a fucking rock solid thing

Don't fight it.

Don't push it.

No matter what happens

Life just has to go on.

The world's not gonna wait for you to finish crying.

It is important in life

That we don't be sore-losers.

Sorry

But the good times are just too overshadowed by the bad ones.

Sometimes

I just feel so sorry for you.

Yet, other times, recalling the things you did to me just angers me.

You deserved it, no matter how poor and innocent you may sound now, there's no changing that.

Never

Hear just one side of the story and make conclusions.

It pisses me off.

I swear

It will never happen again.

Not anymore, I've had enough.

AS IF

YOU'RE THE ONLY ONES WITH EMOTIONS.

AS IF I FEEL NOTHING AT ALL.

Turn me around, and point me back to home.

So many faces to put on.

Hey, where's the original one?

No, really

I think it's your fault.

Yes I'm mad.

Faults.

Yours? Mine? Yours? No, mine? Mine? Mine? Mine, mine.

One thing led to another, a million else led to a trillion others.

Not simple.

Hi assholes.

Blind, absurd, annoying, judgmental, blind.

Whatever.